a post about my middle school life (maybe i’m having relapses ((concerning the last post)))
So, it’s not uncommon for someone to tell you that middle school is the worst time in your life, but for me it truly has been so far.
First of all I had no idea who I was. There is this kind of pressure at that age to date a girl for the sake of having someone to date. It was ~cool~ to date and you were uncool if you didn’t. But the thing is I don’t think I had any desire to date girls, but I did because it was the think to do. So that made me uncomfortable.
There was also the fact that i was so incredibly different from boys that i didn’t really connect with them at that age. you will have an incredibly hard time finding a middle school aged boy who is accepting of anything. This brought up the fact that I could really be extremely close with anyone. It’s not like i could go and hang out with all the girls, I’m a guy, you don’t do that in middle school. The guys wouldn’t take me (obviously) so I was kind of alone.
The fact that i had a group of friends but i wasn’t anybody’s closest friend made it easy for the group to make me the target, and i was reduced to tears at lunch infront of everyone twice.
Just middle school sucked. Obviously it’s better now, people are more intelligent but idk what’s up tonight but yes hi you know more about my life now~